So far my classes at college have been great. I haven't made any friends, and the friends I do have, I have to watch leave me everyday! Which almost makes me cry every time! I really do hate that part of the day, but at least everything else is good... well at least until I go home. Where I often fight with my brother and grandmother... for stupid reasons too. But they are stressful most of the time. With all their nagging!
I just wish that being able to hurt myself even more wasn't so bad... I mean we all need it sometimes, right? Or am wrong and only lonely people do that??? Never mind...

Baka-san: I'll see you at college... And I hope I can finish your serpent dragon by the time Youmacon gets here!
Kamo-chan: Hope we see each other again before Youmacon... I really wish we could all hang out... if you guys actually wanted to!
Inu-chan: Hope to see you soon too! I wish there wasn't such a problem with me, and my messed up house, then maybe we would all be a little closer than we are now... You know... I really do hate that part the most, when you three leave, it makes my day turn to hell, not literally, but you probably get the idea.

I thought I could be a little more free than this when I turned 18, but I was wrong... so very very wrong.
So here's to college, another shitty year for hanging out with nonexistent friends, and another unhappy face for every morning I wake up!